Tuesday, January 5, 2010

Upset? Lost of words?

Bui mother was out of icu and transfer to High Dependecy ward on sunday... All seen well for us... Monday morni came a call from hospital, asking bui to go down soon as doc needed to talk to him... He rushed down, was told by doc, 90% confirm the mum gonna be vegetable.. We are more or less prepared for it.. As we oredi had plan to either sent the mum to nursing home or get a maid to take care of her... At least he isnt soooo sad over it.. Headed to hospital during lunch to meet up with bui... Happened to saw his aunties and uncle there... THey were like talking and etc and keep smiling at me.. Wat thing lo.. i looked werid ar? haha..
Acc him for lunch before i headed back to office.

Tues morni, again hospital called and say condition dun looked too good, ah bui rushed down to hospital... Doc talked to him and he couldnt take it.. Called me and was crying over the fone, i was kinda of worried and told him we shall talk when i arrived... Reached there he was still sobbing and i cant stop my tears from flowing down.. hugged him and tears together...
his mum condition might worsened and get us to be prepared.. At any point of time condition is reali bad, ah bui had to made the harder decision to let her mum go... YEs its hard to witness ur loved ones go, no1 wana to do tat but he had no choice as his dad is oredi so cheng xim and asking him to make decision alone and he had to seek for my opinon. Told him wat my point of view and etc... Cool him down abit... Headed for lunch with him as i cant see him feeling weak or falling sick.. TOld him even chances are slim for his mum to recover, he still cant lose faith and i fighting this together with him... Its tiring for me... I got drained out... As a gf, i doing a part of wat i shd... Mayb lot of things are beyond my control... But its simply hurt me too much to see bui in this state.

May god bless her to recover, even if she is going to be vegetable, we are willingly to accept... For her to go, its reali hurt and hard for us to accept.

This battle will not be given up... We will fight till the beri last...

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